The Venus Diary

Fixed Water Venus Transmutes, Dies and is Conceived as she aligns with the Sun Today…   Eyes tightly shut, she is unable to escape the light as it penetrates her to the core of her Being. Wave after wave of blinding white heat engulfs her, purifying her consciousness, her  2018 embraced and dissolved. Alchemy abounds…

The Venus Diary

Dark Venus is about to Transition An urn sits hungrily by the threshold of the Vault of Light. To enter you have to leave behind something precious, something to which your ego is attached. Know that there is a price to pay within the Vault – you will no longer be able to hide out…

The Venus Diary

Dark Venus prepares to end her Transition 2 days… Encased within matter it feels as if you are separate from everything and everyone. Your attempts to love and to create are merely efforts at transfiguring that illusory separation so you can build bridges outward to enable other people to reach you, and you them. But…

The Venus Diary

Dark Venus Transitions sextile to Cardinal Earth Saturn 3 days to let go Breath spasmodic and laboured, chest heaving, gasping for air, her mind lost amidst a swirling mass of neurotic thoughts and feelings, the stifling heat wafting over her in waves, threatening to overwhelm her, she fights to hold onto her memories as the…

The Venus Diary

Dark Venus In a world that favours the bright and dazzling colours, the dark has developed many negative and fearful associations and it conjures up images of concealment, loss, isolation, madness, failure, grief and the demonic shadow. The alchemical power of such a phase may therefore be lost since the purpose of the dark phase…

The Venus Diary

Darkened Fixed Water Venus prepares to unite with the Fixed Water Sun 5 days… With every downward step, her past, wringing with such emotional intensity rises to meet her, gorging deeper than ever before, salt on her hurt, no balsam in reach, those memories standing tall, messing with her heart. Why the intensity, her sOul…

The Venus Diary

Transitioning Fixed Water Venus quintiles Cardinal Earth Pluto As Her Time draws ever nearer, her Heart deep in reflection she continues to prepare herself to come into Balance with the One Light. It has been a lonely time as she has descended from her Throne making little connection with the world around her. She has…

The Venus Diary

Transitioning Fixed Water Venus quintiles Cardinal Earth Pluto Her step quickening on her path back home, insights flash before her from what her heart-consciousness has learnt during this latest incarnation. How she battled with her worth and esteem, judging herself, restricting her jOy and focusing on what she perceived that others want from her. How…

The Venus Diary

Fixed Water Venus prepares to enter Transition Her downward journey continues, her mind wandering around issues of her worth and value, as she seeks to understand what it is within her that has needed to journey with self-deprivation, giving of herself freely to those in her life yet at the same time unable to truly…

The Venus Diary

Fixed Water Venus prepares to enter Transition Downwards the path takes her. Upon every step she takes, nostalgic memories flash through her, consuming her awareness, filling her with deep emotion – jOy filled and painful, as images of love lOved, love broken, love deepened, silent love, unconditional lOve, love that got away, love that grew…