The Red Diary

Waxing Retrograde Mars in Cardinal Fire squares Pluto in Cardinal Earth It is all too easy to give into frustration, after all our HIS-tory has been that of the physical expression of the Red One. Within each of us resides eons of muscle memory conditioned to react and fight conqueror and win strive and become…

The Red Diary

Waxing retrograde Cardinal Fire Mars squares Cardinal Earth Pluto The intense pressure burning through you, agitating your soul to act, unreasonably revving things up and enveloping you in an almost breathless embrace, you can feel something shift within you, you can sense that you are on the threshold of something utterly immense, and you can…

The Red Diary

Retrograde Cardinal Fire Mars squares Cardinal Earth Saturn As the heat rises within you, igniting your spirit, burning you up but simultaneously opening the sluice gates, how can you direct this charge through you in a manner that does not unsettle you? Akin to the kundalini, but not quite, the passion of Micha-el can consume…

The Venus Diary

Morning Star Venus Vigintiles the Sun in Mutable Air and Mars moves into a new Neptune-Mars cycle in Mutable Water It can be exhausting being on a conscious path, as the processing, clearing, reflecting, shedding, processing some more, clearing even more, reflecting a little deeper, shedding yet another layer, planting a hopeful seed, re-envisioning your…

The Red Diary

Mutable Water Mars conjoins Mutable Water Neptune as the Sun and Moon align in Mutable Fire Today is the day… ‘Change will come when your inner is spiritualised.’ – Younus AlGohar The pain of this past week can be offered up in this Fire, as your consciousness is purified and your spirit renewed. All healing…

The Red Diary

The Red Diary on the 6th December as Mutable Water Mars just about reaches Mutable Water Neptune 1 day… This has not been about physical desire and your ego making something happening. This has been all about surrendering and giving yourself over to something that ‘calls’ you – a more inclusive dream that does not…

The Red Diary

Mutable Water Mars wanes into her conjunction to Mutable Water Neptune 2 days… Being honest and true to yourself is all there is, but have you been? Have you let it slip, clouded by addiction, distracted by irrelevancies, gripped by fear? Have you neglected yourself and your inner spirit, even if you have renewed the…

The Red Diary

Mutable Water Mars prepares to conjoin Mutable Water Neptune 3 days… How honest with yourself have you been? Have you truly been living in alignment with what is truthful? Can you see through the illusion of the materialistic justifications that serve to keep you asleep, exhausted from the busyness and not present for what truly…

The Red Diary

Mutable Water Mars prepares to conjoin Mutable Water Neptune 4 days… So many things can distract you from the Spirit of Will that moves through you; so many everyday concerns that can cloud your vision; so many issues that arise can blind you from the path that you have chosen to walk. What is emerging…

The Red Diary

Mutable Water Mars prepares to conjoin Mutable Water Neptune 5 days “Every great dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patience, and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world.” – Harriet Tubman Your heart renewed, your mind still holding a space concerning what it ‘sees’…