The Orange Diary

Alone in a maze of fear and confusion, face etched with worry and uncertainty as the mind grapples with facing reality within the conscious recognition that something is growing with a different rhythm within. The heart, overwhelmed, dully aches, for the land far from the threshold it now explores. Tears won’t come, but silently they…

The Venus Diary

It was only a couple of days ago when she emerged from the Vault of Light, renewed, refreshed and innocent of the ways of this world. And today something stirs. A heat that consumes. A fire that rises up and through her, it flames fanning through her veins, raising her pulse and quickening her heart.…

The Orange Diary

I smell the fear that reigns inside, encouraging that Voice to keep whispering negative platitudes, sowing the seeds of doubt, paralysing you with lethargy and binding you fast with procrastination. ‘Don’t sign this… don’t make ‘that’ arrangement… don’t listen to ‘him’ as he is not telling you the truth or ‘he’ is unsure himself… don’t…

The Venus Diary

Today…   Eyes tightly shut, she is unable to escape the light as it penetrates her to the core of her Being. Wave after wave of blinding white heat engulfs her, purifying her consciousness, her shadow embraced and dissolved. Alchemy abounds in this sacred space as negativity can no long play on a perpetual loop,…

The Venus Diary

1 day… In the depths of darkness, where sorrow and pain resides, there exists a wan-light, a light if followed can lead you on a profound journey of transformation. Despite how it feels, grief and death are merely but part of one stage of an overall spiralling cycle, an evolutionary process that illuminates a path…

The Venus Diary

The Venus diary on the 9th of August In a world that favours the bright and dazzling colours, the dark has developed many negative and fearful associations and it conjures up images of concealment, loss, isolation, madness, failure, grief and the demonic shadow. The alchemical power of such a phase may therefore be lost since…

The Venus Diary

5 days… With every downward step, her past, wringing with such emotional intensity rises to meet her, gorging deeper than ever before, salt on her hurt, no balsam in reach, those memories standing tall, messing with her heart. Why the intensity, her sOul calls out? Why the looping time, after all I feel the depth…

The Venus Diary

As Her Time draws ever nearer, her Heart deep in reflection she continues to prepare herself to come into Balance with the One Light. It has been a lonely time as she has descended from her Throne making little connection with the world around her. She has been busy, yes; she has been sociable, yes;…

The Venus Diary

Her step quickening on her path back home, insights flash before her from what her heart-consciousness has learnt during this latest incarnation. How she battled with her worth and esteem, judging herself, restricting her jOy and focusing on what she perceived that others want from her. How futile that was when all she needed was…

The Venus Diary

In a time-worn cottage nestled amidst a blanket of wildflowers, lived an older lady named Evelyn. She had spent a lifetime stringing her heart to the expectations and demands of others, never daring to dream beyond the walls of her own insecurities. But on a cool autumn morning, as the golden sunlight danced through her…