The Venus Diary

The 26th June as Morning Star Mutable Air Venus Stations Direct in trine to Saturn   Ever constant, clearly visible, her lucid white, blue light reigning down on the Earth in the early morning skies, Venus momentarily pauses and reflects back over her 41 day meditation. What a process it has been. It has been…

The Black Dawn Diary

Preparation for the 12th January 2020 and the Saturn-Pluto conjunction in Cardinal Earth If you have not felt like this before, you haven’t, unless you have discovered the Philosopher’s Stone or are a descendant of Noah. If you have felt such incredible fear, yet at the same time, hOpe; if you have been devastated by…

The Venus Diary

The Venus Diary on the 20th November as Morning Star Cardinal Air Venus in quintile to Cardinal Earth Saturn retraces her retrograded steps as Mutable Fire Mercury squares Mutable Water Neptune Why does it feel fresh and new, yet at the same time familiar? Visceral flashes of past conversations, action, inactions and dramas spiral through…

The Venus Diary

Dark Venus Transitions sextile to Cardinal Earth Saturn 3 days to let go Breath spasmodic and laboured, chest heaving, gasping for air, her mind lost amidst a swirling mass of neurotic thoughts and feelings, the stifling heat wafting over her in waves, threatening to overwhelm her, she fights to hold onto her memories as the…

The Gold and Black Diary

The Cardinal Air Sun applies into a waning square with the Cardinal Earth Saturn Deep within you lies memories of a life lived, uplifting joys and consuming sorrows, defining moments that have made more conscious your undulating path, whether in descent or ascent. So many experiences are lived that it is hard to recall or…

The Venus Diary

Fixed Water Venus sextiles Cardinal Earth Saturn as Mutable Earth Mercury opposes Mutable Water Neptune 22 and 41 days to go… Head spinning from the emotional questioning, that ancient reflection of worth and value re-surfacing, the heart battling with non-attachment and non-expectation though the head is giving a good account of itself – what are…

The Gold Diary

Mutable Earth Sun trines Cardinal Earth Saturn Are you here? Or have you been time travelling, lost to your past as you seek to make sense of what has been or hungrily creating a vision of how you could be as your focus moves beyond to some future moment in time and space free of…

The Black and Turquoise Diary

Cardinal Earth Saturn trines Fixed Earth Uranus No longer held in an asphyxiating vice grip, your chest loosened, the blood returning to your blanched face, your mind untwisting from the dizzying circular condemnation, your emotions steadying after washing through you like a tsunami, the air feels fresh, its molecules electric and enlivening, refreshing and revitalising…

The Black and Turquoise Diary

Cardinal Earth Saturn trines Fixed Earth Uranus   Vision without either substance or a framework will never manifest. It will always remain lingering within your mind’s eye, taunting and jeering you, always just out of reach, ever hopeful and never real. It is the recipe for disappointment and disillusionment, bitterness and resentment as you live…

The Silver Diary

Evening Star Cardinal Air Venus squares Cardinal Earth Saturn as the Moon moves through her Balsamic phase During a time when time has slipped; chaos feels normal; broken sleep has made it the world feel dreamlike; doubletalk is acceptable; and exasperation is commonplace, it is easy to forget that the Heart lights the way. Riding…