The Red Diary

Retrograde Cardinal Fire Mars squares Cardinal Earth Saturn As the heat rises within you, igniting your spirit, burning you up but simultaneously opening the sluice gates, how can you direct this charge through you in a manner that does not unsettle you? Akin to the kundalini, but not quite, the passion of Micha-el can consume…

The Legacy Diary

Cardinal Fire Chiron quintile Cardinal Earth Saturn, trioctiles Fixed Fire Sun and Mercury, squares Cardinal Water Venus and semi-sextiles Mutable Water Ceres   It is hard not to witness the underlying emotional abuse that drives much of the damage created by a deeply wounded Masculine Light these days. (Masculine here does not refer to ‘men’…

The Earth Diary

Cardinal Earth Saturn is in waning Quintile to Cardinal Fire Chiron and Ceres is in waning semi-sextile to Chiron   “The Earth is our origin and destination. he ancient rhythms of the earth have insinuated themselves into the rhythms of the human heart. The earth is not outside us; it is within: the clay from…

The Black Diary

Cardinal Earth Saturn quintiles Cardinal Fire Chiron   Can we learn from history or are we fated to continue to repeat the patterns of our ancestors? It seems, at times, as if we are bound to a wheel, repetitious living similarly to ways in which our ancestors lived during previous pivotal turning points in his-tory.…

The Threshold

The New Moon in Cardinal Water opposed Saturn on the 20th July 2020 at 18:32 BST   Blessed is the (wo)man who has suffered and found Life – The Gospel of St. Thomas, Verse 58   Life is naturally fraught with sorrow, suffering and great challenges. They are unavoidable and part of what it means…

The Venus Diary

The 26th June as Morning Star Mutable Air Venus Stations Direct in trine to Saturn   Ever constant, clearly visible, her lucid white, blue light reigning down on the Earth in the early morning skies, Venus momentarily pauses and reflects back over her 41 day meditation. What a process it has been. It has been…

The Black Dawn Diary

Preparation for the 12th January 2020 and the Saturn-Pluto conjunction in Cardinal Earth If you have not felt like this before, you haven’t, unless you have discovered the Philosopher’s Stone or are a descendant of Noah. If you have felt such incredible fear, yet at the same time, hOpe; if you have been devastated by…

The Venus Diary

The Venus Diary on the 20th November as Morning Star Cardinal Air Venus in quintile to Cardinal Earth Saturn retraces her retrograded steps as Mutable Fire Mercury squares Mutable Water Neptune Why does it feel fresh and new, yet at the same time familiar? Visceral flashes of past conversations, action, inactions and dramas spiral through…