The Black and Neon Diary

Imagine you are under a government that will not let you make your own decisions or not let you have your own life; wherein you have to be raised obeying your government and anyone, including leaders, will be ostracized, or ‘dealt-with’, if they say or even think anything else; wherein you are not allowed to…

Is that so?

The New Moon and Solar Eclipse in Mutable Fire on the 14th of December 2020 in square to Neptune at 16:16 GMT   Some centuries ago in Japan, there lived a monk who resided in a hermitage close to a small isolated, village. An unmarried teenage woman discovered she was pregnant, causing shame on her…

The Red Diary

Waxing Retrograde Mars in Cardinal Fire squares Pluto in Cardinal Earth It is all too easy to give into frustration, after all our HIS-tory has been that of the physical expression of the Red One. Within each of us resides eons of muscle memory conditioned to react and fight conqueror and win strive and become…

The Red Diary

Waxing retrograde Cardinal Fire Mars squares Cardinal Earth Pluto The intense pressure burning through you, agitating your soul to act, unreasonably revving things up and enveloping you in an almost breathless embrace, you can feel something shift within you, you can sense that you are on the threshold of something utterly immense, and you can…

The Gold and Venus Diary

The Sun squares the degree of the June Renovatio (Venus and the Sun) During the last redistribution of power in 1518, the then extant consciousness was being challenged to create a new reality based on the ‘heart of the free exchange of ideas’, but instead created a world whose heart was placed in reason and…

The Venus Diary

The 18th May as Retrograde Mutable Air Venus squares Neptune in Mutable Water Longing, like any desire, can cause great distress and be an obstacle in spiritual practice. It also is a great force that can push you along a demanding path, driving you to ask the deepest and scariest spiritual questions, even if instigated…

The Venus Diary

The 5th May as Mutable Air Evening Star Venus squares Mutable Water Neptune Connected for the coming two and a half months, the question of transparency regarding what is of true value is being pushed to the forefront of your consciousness. Indeed stories of obscuration, verging on dishonest secrecy will inevitably scandalise, so too heart…

The Venus Diary

The 3rd May as Evening Star Mutable Air Venus squares Mutable Water Neptune Confidently navigating this ever so quickly changing path is not easy. The distractions are a plenty. The opinions are not only divided but highly emotive. Voices that should be heard are being silenced; voices that have nothing truly to offer are being…

The Silver Diary

Evening Star Cardinal Air Venus squares Cardinal Earth Saturn as the Moon moves through her Balsamic phase During a time when time has slipped; chaos feels normal; broken sleep has made it the world feel dreamlike; doubletalk is acceptable; and exasperation is commonplace, it is easy to forget that the Heart lights the way. Riding…

The Gold Diary

The Fixed Fire Sun squares the Fixed Water Jupiter Overstretched? Too much on? Too many people pulling out of you? Conflicted by the paradox of the intense desire to put your head down and ‘lawn mower’ into your mountain of commitments whilst at the same time feeling the urge to fight for your freedom from…