The 14th and 15th April as the Cardinal Fire Sun squares the Cardinal Earth Pluto and Mutable Air Venus trioctiles Pluto
Effusive as it always is when the Veil thins, reality does not seem as solid as it normally feels. Within this liminal space the light diffusely refracts and you can clearly see the multi-dimensionality of your heart, the differing lessons at differing levels that you are co-experiencing and the reasons why you have those heart-based relationships in your life. Hungry to raise the bar and move into the upper ‘heavens’, you can feel the frustration at the circular nature of your heart dramas and the desire not to engage in an emotional soap-opera.
Yet, something destructive within whispers in a way that twists what you have heard and the path you are on starts to crumble, leaving all but a few stones descending down into an all too familiar abyss. How can I change, echoes all around you, as you immediately recognise the downward path.
Hankering for more, knowing that you have to raise your response and to break from the circuit of emotional angst, you recognise a couple of stones several feet from this current path. Just far enough away from a comfortable leap, you pause out of uncertainty. It is the right move, but do you have the confidence to reach beyond? A battle wages within your mind as the voice of comfort tries its hardest to seduce you with promises of a Sunday morning embrace, yet the voice of maturity reminds you of Einstein’s definition of insanity.
Which will it be, after all the new path ‘may’ mean that you leave behind you people with whom you have built relationships and ‘intimacy’, yet the old path, is familiar and safe, if draining and worn.
Andrew Smith ©2020