The Turquoise and Neon Diaries on the 16th June as Neptune octiles Uranus
It may feel like chaos; it may feel exhausting; it may feel that time has accelerated; it may feel a little crazy and discombobulated; it may, it is, but there is purpose. Relationships stretched, so many questions to be asked as values clash between those awakening and those rationalising; relationships squeezed as the question of unity arises, one seeking presence, the other comfort and familiar; relationships not happening, as so many search without for the One that they can only find within; relationships not happening, as so many men remain asleep as so many ladies hear the call of the Immanency of Her; relationships not happening as fear of true responsibility and embracing of the Shadow overwhelms; but there is purpose. Work not happening, as vocation calls; money out of control, as the extant feudal system tightens its white knuckle grip as it realises its time is up and it tries to squeeze the last drop of blood from your soul; systems dissolving and dissipating, as YOU awaken and see through the illusion; the fabric of our world shakes off the debris of centuries of patriarchal abuse and a space opens up to allow something else to take its place… what will that be; what sort of relationships will emerge; what sort of values will be at the centre of that new world; what sort of world will arise out of the Veil? That is for YOU to decide and create.
There are so many things to feel in that empty time between the end of things and the start of things. That is why so much chaos exists; why so many relationships are dissipating; why so many roles are changing; why so many feel such loss and darkness. Yet there are those who feel such jOy, hOpe, prOmise and sOul in the time when morning has not yet imagined itself as they can feel their prayers, their healing, the space they are holding and the intention that they are creating is permeating consciousness and creating consciousness. This time is not the only time we have; this world is not the only world you have – the rules have changed; reality is no longer the same; it can be moulded and shaped by you – NOW, not in seven years time. Now! But can you look past the dissolution; the lies; the illusion; the struggle of the ego; the disconnect between the masculine and feminine; the longing of both to unite; the desire for abundance but the misunderstanding that it is not what you need to seek, since it exists within and all around you. This time. This time! Wow… words fail… as I, you dissolve…….
Andrew Smith © 2018
