The Red Diary on the 6th December as Mutable Water Mars just about reaches Mutable Water Neptune
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This has not been about physical desire and your ego making something happening. This has been all about surrendering and giving yourself over to something that ‘calls’ you – a more inclusive dream that does not concern ‘being someone’, ‘having the ideal home’ or ‘working the four hour week’. This is about purifying yourself so that spirit can move through you, without hindrance, obstacle or resistance. And that is not easy.
Exhaustion, coupled with hOpe; shame, coupled with resolve; embarrassment, coupled with forgiveness; anxiety, that will be subdued by confidence, have arisen powerfully of late, playing havoc within, yet also offering you the deepest insights into what you need to do to align yourself with vision, purpose and Spirit. The detox process has been especially acute, so too the stark realisation process. And it has been damn emotionally too, as you have faced down so many distractions. But you are on the threshold of something new. You are on the threshold of something true. You are on the threshold of something that will return to you the Light of Spirit. But for today, surrender. For today, let go. For today, feel humbled that death visits.
Andrew Smith © 2018
Art by Kadir Nelson
Author: Andrew Smith
https://www.andrewsmith.ieAstrology has been my sole source of income, my way of being and the way that I live since discovering it on the 17th Jan 1993. Self-taught, I did sojourn with a correspondence course with the Faculty of Astrological Studies under the tutorship of Christine Tate-Wheeler, completing three of the four year training modules in a little under a year. However, I never sat the exams due to my commitments to seeing clients and running a school of astrology called The Dublin Astrological Centre.I’ve been ever so fortunate to have attracted people who wanted to work with me from the very beginning of my path and I’ve worked with clients intensely on a daily basis since 1994. I have a varied clientele, located all over the world, and have worked privately with individuals and corporately with business, sports clubs, political parties and religious institutions for over two decades. My practise is based in my office in Blackrock, Dublin, Ireland, from where I write, divine, create and see clients in person or via ZOOM.Until the time of my movement onto my current path, I was reading Geography in Trinity College, Dublin and playing football, two additional passions I still have today. I currently reside in Greystones, Ireland with my family. My life-partner and wife, Karen, walks the same path as an astrologer and we have two children, Sarah and Maya. Together we run the Blue Rose, a school of astrology and spirituality and have students all over the world who download our classes, join in via ZOOM or attend in person.
My focus is evident in my extensive public writing. I am interested in helping people develop a deeper confidence in their commitment to what they lOve and living what they love. And I would lOve to share my passion with you and to work with you concerning what you love.I look forward to working with you.