The 15th February as Fixed Earth Mars conjoins Cardinal Fire Uranus and octiles Mutable Water Neptune
Remember that every new beginning occurs as something ends. It is a bittersweet moment as you vie between anticipation and excitement for that which is birthing and poignant reflection and sadness for that which is ending. It can also be an ungrounded time as your mind wanders back over what has been, could have been, should have been, yet at the same time scrying forward into a multitude of future possibilities as you project into that which you long for, creating a more bountiful and flourishing path. Questions fill you as you want to ensure that you do not create what you have moved out from, but uncertainty regarding how consumes you – can you be certain that you will not endless repeat what has gone before, after all you thought you were actively engaging in a deep healing process, making conscious that which has been unconscious. Frustration can envelope you within this interim place, as that inner demon hopes that you are unwilling to leave what you have outgrown and no longer serves you. Yet something different sweeps across this grey-lit landscape as Courage speaks through the tears and self-pitying remorse.
“Tired heart, look in and see, all that you have done, all you have healed. You have moved mountains, released so much. You are lighter and clearer to make more affirmed choices, as you have brought to light what has lain dark for too long. Don’t give up, you’ve only just begun. Awaken to the adventure of a new dawn, a new dream and new vision”.
Soon you will be home in this new rhythm. Be patient. The sky is brightening out from this fledgling Light.
Andrew Smith © 2019
Art by Holli May Thomas