Mars conjoins the South Node in Fixed Air
As the light dims on this descending path, it feels as if you are retracing steps already made. Memories of actions taken, interactions experiences, conversations had, exchanges shared fleet through your mind as you revisit and review what has previously befallen you. Frustration, that silent companion, whispers an alternative, more confrontational, scenario that could have taken place, if your ability for repartee was more established. And within those heroic re-envisions, you have said more clearly, more concisely, more consciously, what should have been said. Ah the heart-warming satisfaction that spreads with the adrenaline that has raised your heart beat as you walk through a differing door and onto an alternative path…
But that is not what took place…
And all you can do is review what it is that you learnt, truly learnt. Did you make a mistake? Could you have acted differently? Could you have said something more conscious and affirming so that the intense anguish you carry lessens?
Probably not!
Mistakes are not possible after all sometimes you grow unexpectedly as your sOul journeys to a place that you would have otherwise avoided. Awareness and mindfulness have fostered forgiveness and acceptance, deepening your sOul and liberating it from callous ancient scripts that have lain invisibly within.
And now as you feel as if you are retracing your steps, you are offered the opportunity to revisit unkindness, with a more conscious, less reactive mind, so that you can clearly define boundaries that hither-to-before were diffuse and uncertain. In time this path will lead you from the exile of hurt towards the light of jOy of inner peace. In time. But for now, the path descends and it is necessary to retrace and revisit…
Tread consciously and carefully my friend.
A©2018
Author: Andrew Smith
https://www.andrewsmith.ieAstrology has been my sole source of income, my way of being and the way that I live since discovering it on the 17th Jan 1993. Self-taught, I did sojourn with a correspondence course with the Faculty of Astrological Studies under the tutorship of Christine Tate-Wheeler, completing three of the four year training modules in a little under a year. However, I never sat the exams due to my commitments to seeing clients and running a school of astrology called The Dublin Astrological Centre.I’ve been ever so fortunate to have attracted people who wanted to work with me from the very beginning of my path and I’ve worked with clients intensely on a daily basis since 1994. I have a varied clientele, located all over the world, and have worked privately with individuals and corporately with business, sports clubs, political parties and religious institutions for over two decades. My practise is based in my office in Blackrock, Dublin, Ireland, from where I write, divine, create and see clients in person or via ZOOM.Until the time of my movement onto my current path, I was reading Geography in Trinity College, Dublin and playing football, two additional passions I still have today. I currently reside in Greystones, Ireland with my family. My life-partner and wife, Karen, walks the same path as an astrologer and we have two children, Sarah and Maya. Together we run the Blue Rose, a school of astrology and spirituality and have students all over the world who download our classes, join in via ZOOM or attend in person.
My focus is evident in my extensive public writing. I am interested in helping people develop a deeper confidence in their commitment to what they lOve and living what they love. And I would lOve to share my passion with you and to work with you concerning what you love.I look forward to working with you.
