Descending, but increasing in luminosity, Evening Star Cardinal Air Venus octiles the Mutable Earth Sun
33 and 54 days to go…
It’s all about your heart these days – how you are able to maintain its integrity whilst moving through such emotional chaos, as friends and family alike appear to be caught up in the maelstrom of their own process and seeking guidance from you, as you appear to them to be a beacon of sanity and a rock of stability. Ironically, you too are going through it, but the processing that you have done has afforded you a deeper perspective that grants you a pass to slip beyond some of those deeply ancient dramas that just won’t go away. But it has been tiring. Ever so tiring. And your body is feeling it, despite the attention, the care, the good food, the cutting out of the toxins, the exercise and the attempts to get to bed early. Perhaps it is life times of stress and anxiety that has built up within you. Perhaps it is the psychic attacks that you have been fighting off. Perhaps it is the vampires who are eagerly sucking from your energy field, knowing too well that you are too kind, too reasonable and too much of service to tell them where to go. And so you engage, despite your limited time, despite your commitments and responsibilities, as you actively seek to be your heart, to be lOve and to be there. But you can feel that weariness creeping around you and you know you have to surrender and let go, focusing on your path, your journey and your heart. You know that you cannot compromise, nor placate egO’s unwillingly to truly heal or who are fed by the games, the manipulation and the drama. That may mean having to speak truth, gently, but firmly and that may mean upsetting those already upset. But it may be the only way, especially if your heart is fragile and your energy at risk… Just remember that because you walk the Path of lOve, does not mean that you have to be there for everyone. Sometimes it is compassionate and lOving to let them figure it out for themselves. After all, there is many a sOul that will do what they need to do, even if it is the painful choice… It is not your responsibility to heal them. By truly continuing to heal your own heart, you will create a higher vibrational space around you that will ‘impact’ those in your world, even if you say or ‘do’ nothing. Just hold a space for those you lOve but hold too that space for you, since you matter also.
Andrew Smith © 2018
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