On the 22nd February as Cardinal Earth Venus approaches her conjunction to Cardinal Earth Pluto
What a time you are living through as layer upon layer is pealed back, time and time again, releasing so many memories of times wherein your value and esteem have been diminished. It is true that over time you have strengthened and matured; it is true that you have gained much experience and have become skilled with your reactions; and it is true that you have sought healing and understanding, diving deeply, not only into your past history but of your parents and your grandparents, as you hunger to release yourself from the slavery of your fragile heart. But a question that has arisen of late is whether you have truly grown and healed, because surely your heart would not feel this raw if you had altered the pattern with your awareness? Don’t be too hard on yourself if that is the case. Healing is perpetually on-going. Not one incarnate sOul escapes from pain. It is our greatest teacher, though with true healing of the spiritual, intellectual, emotional and physical implications of the scripts that cause your heart to ache, your reactions to those put downs, slights and paranoias become less and less noticeable. This weekend’s telos offers you the opportunity to step back into your pain, so that you can gauge how deep the medicine has worked and what else needs to be healed over the coming Venusian year. Tread with awareness and gentleness, if you can.
Andrew Smith ©2019
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