Mutable Earth Venus opposes Mutable Water Neptune, as Neptune also prepares to receive a trioctile from the Sun
Building over the past couple of days, quietly but steadily, has been the awareness of the quality of your heart; the true nature of your relationship scripts. Caught in the paradoxical dilemma of practising discernment but refraining from judgement, your heart may have felt confused. On one hand you can sense the latent potential, or intrinsic essence, of another and your desire to merge utterly with that object of your attention. Yet on the other hand, you have become increasingly conscious that not everyone wants to actualise their true potential, or to see you in a clear and lucid manner, let alone become whole with you! So acceptance pulls at the longing for fulfilment, just as the desire to physically slumber with another vies against your inalienable right for space! Caught, therefore, between this paradox, can awaken great creative tension, as you seek to find answers, but equally can create confusion as you seek an either/ or solution.
It might be useful to see this as a time of active awareness, as well as one of illumination of how truly unconditional your heart-essence has become. Disappointment may journey with you, so too disillusion, but that is only if your ego is invested in what you love and who you love or long for. Should you have reached a stage of your growth where you have no expectation of return and have no issue with letting go what needs to dissipate, it is more likely that your heart will remain centred and not deviate from its path towards heart-enlightenment. If you do experience unkind happenings, then you could see it as an opportunity to release patterns within you that have been overlooked by other more pressing psychological developments.
Andrew Smith © 2018